Moving On

Well, I didn’t think I’d be back here so soon.

Not for the first time in my life, and not for the last, my grand and best-laid plans failed to work out as I’d hoped. The demise of Portfolio is a major disappointment, but I’m working to keep it all in perspective. I’d give my side of the story if there were much of a story to tell, but there really isn’t. I knew there were risks going in; after I’d accepted the job but before I began, Conde Nast laid off a number of writers at Ars Technica, among them my friend Julian Sanchez, and I had a good, long thought about whether I was putting myself in a bad situation. In the end, I decided there was no way I could let such an opportunity pass me by, based on some fear that I might wind up laid off. It was the right decision, and I’d make it again.

I suspect that someone in the organization knew about the potential shutdown when they approved my hire, but I don’t think it was the editors at Portfolio who orchestrated the recruitment. I don’t have any bad feelings toward them, and I wish them good luck finding new jobs.

What next for me? I have had some interesting discussions this week, and I am optimistic that I’ll find myself in a good place fairly soon, but I’m not yet to decide anything just yet. The past few weeks have been a whirlwind, and I’m going to mull things over for a few more days to try and determine just what I want to accomplish with my next step. In the mean time, I’ll be posting a few things here so that I don’t get too rusty.

Many thanks to all the folks who offered support this week. The news was heartbreaking, and it made a difference to hear such great things from you all.

All right then! Back to blogging; the world’s not going to stop on my account.

Comments

  1. Christopher says:

    Thanks for letting us know you’re around and have a good perspective on things. I was a little worried about the radio silence, being a melodramatic queen, all I could think was “don’t jump!” All the best.

  2. kiril says:

    good to have you back.

  3. mike a says:

    So sorry the new gig didn’t work out — you write some great stuff, don’t give up.

  4. Brent says:

    Too bad about Portfolio. I was very excited when it was announced you would be filling Felix Salmon’s spot and I’m disappointed it was so brief.

    I know I’m not making an original claim when I say that you’ll be just fine. But I think it’s true. You’re a very talented blogger and, more importantly, a young and talented economist blogger at a time when a lot of us have a sudden fascination with all things economic and finance.

    Good luck and I look forward to seeing where you end up.

  5. Doug says:

    I’m just glad we haven’t lost a first rate econoblogger. The Gross Domestic Product won’t mock itself and I can learn new URLs.

  6. You gotta play to win. Kudos for trying out something entrepreneurial on this.

  7. Kyle says:

    Keep yr head up, bro. And let me know if there is anything I can do to help in the job search.

  8. Jayme says:

    I’m so sorry about your situation. Its nice to have the Bellows back, however.

  9. Glad you’re posting again. Just to warn you though, the world does stop on my account.

  10. trza says:

    Welcome back Ryan! Very sorry things didn’t work out for you at Portfolio. Having been laid off/downsized twice myself, I know what a gut-punch it is to have something like that happen.